Not koi - Helium

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Dragging my feet like it’s
April seventeenth
Feel like it might be too late
With too much on my plate

This show’s gone on for too long
Won’t believe when I’m gone
My final frontier
Can’t cry any more tears

Tie it off
Fill my lungs with helium
With helium
Break it off
Tell me that you’re done with him
Done with him

I feel too much for
Someone walking out the door
You wouldn’t dare
So unaware
Just a vocal scratch on my heart
That’s why you tore me apart
So what am I supposed to do
When everything I was was you
Climbing trees
On my knees
The bark rips off in my hands
To my head
I place your hand
Put .45 In my skull

Tie it off
Fill my lungs with helium
With helium
Break it off
Tell me that you’re done with him
Done with him

Release Date: May 02, 2024

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"Not koi" by Helium is a haunting and emotional song that captures the feelings of heartbreak and despair. The lyrics convey a sense of being overwhelmed and feeling like it may be too late to make things right. The protagonist is torn between holding on and letting go, grappling with the pain of a broken relationship. The imagery of filling lungs with helium and putting a gun to the head highlights the desperation and longing for release from the emotional turmoil. The raw and vulnerable vocals paired with the melancholic melody create a sense of sorrow and longing that lingers long after the song ends.

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